so... money is like the worst thing ever.

My car died, like was smoking and died. And now I have to pay for it. I dont have enough money!!

I have to pay for all my senior crap, which leaves me poor

yah, life sucks.

anyways, only like 3 weeks left til school is out! yay

Youth Councils was awesome.... Lots and Lots of fun!!!!

Everything went really well.

So, school is no fun.  My teachers are giving me work, and I don't want to do it,so thats no fun.

I still have to get prom stuff together.

Softball is done in like a week, how exciting.  It was fun while it lasted, but I'm done.

I graduate soon!!! I got my senior pics today.... so everyone will be getting those in the mail soon enough.

I need sleep.

song of the day....

I pretty much love Jack Johnson, so yah

JACK JOHNSON

"Sitting, Waiting, Wishing"

Now I was sitting waiting wishing
That you believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs
But Lord knows that this world is cruel
And I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning loving somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?

I sing ya songs I dance a dance
I gave ya friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you
And maybe you been through this before
But its my first time
So please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you

I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool
I keep playing your part
But its not my scene
Wont this plot not twist?
I've had enough mystery.
Keep building me up, then shooting me down
Well im already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting

Well if I was in your position
Id put down all my ammunition
I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
And If I was I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do

Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing your fool?
No I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool, foool

So I leave for youth councils tomorrow.  It should be good to get away from Tampa for a weekend.  I love Tampa, but its been a weird, and hard week.

I'm pretty excited about youth councils, but then again i hate feeling convicted and I always feel convicted at youth councils, actually even at youth councils rehersals lately thanks  to Bobby.....

I think I'm getting tanner!!  Thats exciting, I have to get tan for prom.

I also need to get a dress......

I need more sleep.

song of the day........

Its been song of the day, but now it actually kind of fits.

ANNA NALICK
"Wreck Of The Day"

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the light's always red in the rear-view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus
'Cuz love doesnt hurt so I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces
And if this is giving up then I'm giving up
If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

Maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
All my resistance will never be distance enough

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love

So  my birthday is in two days... yah

me and Jodi got sushi at Cafe Japan, yah.

I'm tired.

so,   5 DAYS TIL MY BIRTHDAY!!!

yah, pretty much awesome. I don't really have any plans yet so...........

I'm tired.

I took exams today.

Fun.

no song